. . .

She was putting stars in my soul

With her tender words

My mind could not withhold

All the emotion I had felt…

-the sincerest

■SINCEREST ■

All I want, is to talk with you. talk with you before the earth tilts and reveals the lumanince of the sun. And long after the sky becomes littered with cosmic glitter.

All I want, is you to rememeber my name. the name that would so delicately roll off your lips.

All I want, is for us to talk like we use to. long letters, handwritten passion, the detailed explanation of a dreamy composition. 

All I want, is to kiss your cold lips and catch the breath as it evacuates your lungs.

All I want, is to hold your hands, and pray with you. To only pray that I may have you in my life once more. 

Something has consumed my mind with the thought of you. I cannot seem to cleanse any mental image without your name appearing. 

I am not sure what this means. But I will continue to pray for your and your boyfriend. a prayer of peace, comfort, growth, and love.

With my sincerest thoughts I will maintain the attitude of keeping my distance and respect the reality of the “I want mentality.” For I respect relationships and do not see to destroy what is loved.

Longing for something I want. . .

Signed the Sincerest.

Perception

The hot glowing ash from my cigarette caught the hand of the wind and was guided into my eye.

 Street lights melting into my perception, the bass from my music had been silenced, silenced by the chaos of the wind.

 As the wind screamed by my ears I could not hear anything around me.

The wind whispers something among the chaos.

 “Silence is the key, pride is the letdown, being humble is the joy.”

Then I quickly noticed the wind was not screaming, but instead it was silencing my insecurities, and hiding my fears from my heart.